
A blog only for my lover
1.10.2006
1.08.2006
Birth - unbirth
How
insensitive
of me
to ask
you
if
you understood why
I
had a
bag packed
all summer
for the hospital
you were there my love
You have been there
love
at every
turn and chasm
you have
supported me
and
drunk my tears
I can't ask for more

Cherries and Gooseberries on a Table
1644
Oil on panel, 24 x 35 cm
Musée du Louvre, Paris
GARNIER, François
(d. 1672, Paris)
1.06.2006
www.magnificent coincidence.com
Welcome to your new domain, bebe!
I can't
buy you much
though
I have
lots to give
your own domain name
is a simple gesture
a testimonial
to our love
I can't
buy you much
though
I have
lots to give
your own domain name
is a simple gesture
a testimonial
to our love
12.30.2005
12.29.2005
12.27.2005
Sweet dreams and stars
Goin'
to sleep
picturing
your
bed
you
in
your
house
me in mine
secret
husbands
and
secret
wives
must
sleep
together
in
their
dreams
to sleep
picturing
your
bed
you
in
your
house
me in mine
secret
husbands
and
secret
wives
must
sleep
together
in
their
dreams
12.26.2005
12.25.2005
12.23.2005
In my mind
I
got
lost today
in
the
haze
of your
kisses
Wherever
you
lay
a
hand
on
me
you
charge
my
core
Your
mouth
pressed
to
mine
creates
molten
longing
got
lost today
in
the
haze
of your
kisses
Wherever
you
lay
a
hand
on
me
you
charge
my
core
Your
mouth
pressed
to
mine
creates
molten
longing
12.21.2005
Sagittarius Nov 22 - Dec 21
You're not comfortable making a bold move unless you also have an escape route mapped. But be brave -- you and this person have such potential that you can't afford not to take some risks.
12.18.2005
Ma bebe
You
say
if we had met
as many years ago
as
it would have taken
for us to be prodigious
with offspring
you would
have kept me
verdant
with
life
for a number
of
years
Damn
only the greatest
regret of
my life
I never
had a child
with
anyone
I could
build
a universe with
No questions
Because
still
I am
only grateful
that our love
has had the chance
to occur
I want
to squeeze
every
ounce
of joy
from
every minute
we have
I
love you so
much
My
dearest
deepest
darling
say
if we had met
as many years ago
as
it would have taken
for us to be prodigious
with offspring
you would
have kept me
verdant
with
life
for a number
of
years
Damn
only the greatest
regret of
my life
I never
had a child
with
anyone
I could
build
a universe with
No questions
Because
still
I am
only grateful
that our love
has had the chance
to occur
I want
to squeeze
every
ounce
of joy
from
every minute
we have
I
love you so
much
My
dearest
deepest
darling
12.16.2005
12.15.2005
Present tense
When
you
think
Do
you
know
I see
you
past
present
future
Though
you
believe
our
time is
short
I
see it
long
Because
What's
passed
has
given
me
future
you
think
Do
you
know
I see
you
past
present
future
Though
you
believe
our
time is
short
I
see it
long
Because
What's
passed
has
given
me
future
12.14.2005
12.12.2005
Simple facts
The sun rises
There are
two
parts
to
our
week
The part
when
you
are away
at work
in another state
I can call you
then
but not
see you
The moon rises
The sun rises
Then
the part
of the week
when you
are here
I see you
on every
one
of
those days
but
I can't
call
you
The moon rises
The sun rises
Our love never sets
There are
two
parts
to
our
week
The part
when
you
are away
at work
in another state
I can call you
then
but not
see you
The moon rises
The sun rises
Then
the part
of the week
when you
are here
I see you
on every
one
of
those days
but
I can't
call
you
The moon rises
The sun rises
Our love never sets
12.11.2005
I cry ...in a good way
My
love
you
care
for me
in
every
way
You
care
so
much
it
could
be
scary
but
it's
not
It's
sweet
fullfilling
and so
enriching
I cry
when
I
think
of
how
much
you
love
me
love
you
care
for me
in
every
way
You
care
so
much
it
could
be
scary
but
it's
not
It's
sweet
fullfilling
and so
enriching
I cry
when
I
think
of
how
much
you
love
me
12.10.2005
I want more
I
love
when
you
tease
me
so
tenderly
Push
me
to
open
Taunt
me
to
accept
you
I
take
you
willingly
There
isn't
enough
love
when
you
tease
me
so
tenderly
Push
me
to
open
Taunt
me
to
accept
you
I
take
you
willingly
There
isn't
enough
12.09.2005
Some things a woman notices
Honey
it
just
occurred
to
me
that
even
if
we
don't
kiss
you
could
go
home
reeking
of
my
cooking
it
just
occurred
to
me
that
even
if
we
don't
kiss
you
could
go
home
reeking
of
my
cooking
12.07.2005
12.06.2005
Light as air
My love
You
want
to marry
me
You
think
Are
you
sure
I
love
you
intensely
I revel
in
your
desire
for
me
I
long
for you
hourly
I
too
wish
our
life
wasn't
measured
in
drams
and
drops
Droplets
that
sparkle
like jewels
nonetheless
Our
only
measure
of
reality
is the
increments
of
time
we've carved
inside
your
other life
Perhaps
we
should
stay
as we are
floating
in
our
bubble
You
want
to marry
me
You
think
Are
you
sure
I
love
you
intensely
I revel
in
your
desire
for
me
I
long
for you
hourly
I
too
wish
our
life
wasn't
measured
in
drams
and
drops
Droplets
that
sparkle
like jewels
nonetheless
Our
only
measure
of
reality
is the
increments
of
time
we've carved
inside
your
other life
Perhaps
we
should
stay
as we are
floating
in
our
bubble
12.04.2005
12.03.2005
12.02.2005
For the want of a nail...
You
lament
what
might
be
lost
because
of
time
that
has
already
gone
by
I'm
thankful
for
a
love
I
thought
would
never
be
lament
what
might
be
lost
because
of
time
that
has
already
gone
by
I'm
thankful
for
a
love
I
thought
would
never
be
12.01.2005
The windows of the soul
When
we make love
all
I see
is the green
in
your
hazel
eyes
flecks
of intensity
driving
me on
we make love
all
I see
is the green
in
your
hazel
eyes
flecks
of intensity
driving
me on
11.30.2005
What I can't do
I
want
to
give
you
a leather
valet
for the
top
of your
bureau
I want to give you
a locket
key
chain
with
a photo
of
me
in
it
A
monogrammed
money clip
sterling
silver
And
cologne
Acqua di Gio
But
I
can't
because
I'm
not
your
wife
want
to
give
you
a leather
valet
for the
top
of your
bureau
I want to give you
a locket
key
chain
with
a photo
of
me
in
it
A
monogrammed
money clip
sterling
silver
And
cologne
Acqua di Gio
But
I
can't
because
I'm
not
your
wife
11.29.2005
11.28.2005
Highly flammable
I had to
do something
with
that energy
we were going to
harness
the universe with
today
There's more
seismic
activity
where that came
from
Our
thoughts
combined
could
knock
out
the
oil
industry
Never mind
energy farms in
the
desert
do something
with
that energy
we were going to
harness
the universe with
today
There's more
seismic
activity
where that came
from
Our
thoughts
combined
could
knock
out
the
oil
industry
Never mind
energy farms in
the
desert
11.27.2005
Birthday love
My
bebe
just came
and
gave me
something
only
he
can
It's
a present
for
our minds
to hold
when
we're
apart
touches
so
gentle
whispers
in place of
screams
holding
my breath
instead
of moaning
These
are
gems
I
pluck
from
my thoughts
when
I'm
missing
you
bebe
just came
and
gave me
something
only
he
can
It's
a present
for
our minds
to hold
when
we're
apart
touches
so
gentle
whispers
in place of
screams
holding
my breath
instead
of moaning
These
are
gems
I
pluck
from
my thoughts
when
I'm
missing
you
11.25.2005
11.24.2005
11.23.2005
Foresight can suck
My love
is
a complete
love
He
understands
me
implicitly
He
values me
as
I
value
myself
He
understands
the
measure
of
a
commodity
is
a complete
love
He
understands
me
implicitly
He
values me
as
I
value
myself
He
understands
the
measure
of
a
commodity
11.22.2005
11.21.2005
11.19.2005
11.17.2005
Body and soul
Bebe
every
kiss
you
gave
me
lit a fire
down below
Even now
as I
think back
every
touch and kiss
remembered
shocks
my
chakras
The
way you
came
so
openly
into
my
mouth
The gentleness
of
your
touch
Your
tongue
so
smooth
on
mine
flicking
testing
tasting
new places
When
I
think of you
licking
your fingers
to
wet my
lip
and kiss it
I
suffer from shock
My
want
is to
just draw you
further
and further
into me
Never
letting
you
go
every
kiss
you
gave
me
lit a fire
down below
Even now
as I
think back
every
touch and kiss
remembered
shocks
my
chakras
The
way you
came
so
openly
into
my
mouth
The gentleness
of
your
touch
Your
tongue
so
smooth
on
mine
flicking
testing
tasting
new places
When
I
think of you
licking
your fingers
to
wet my
lip
and kiss it
I
suffer from shock
My
want
is to
just draw you
further
and further
into me
Never
letting
you
go
11.16.2005
11.11.2005
11.10.2005
He Didn't Remember
We began an email
interchange
my
produce prince
and
I
Though
he
slightly
befuddled about
just why
I'd approached
him in what
he thought
such a random way
I remembered
He forgot
We'd been
dinner partners
decades -
a life time
before
I was
21
at most
I thought
he was 44
I remember
we had
dinner
I spent
most of it
worrying
about
how
our
evening
would
end
Though
I wasn't
inexperienced
I worried
about
what I'd
do with a
mature man
Silly fool
all
that I recall
after
that
was making
some excuse
to get home
to my apartment
alone
No wonder
he forgot
In
retrospect
I regret
and
don't
Who
would've
thought
we'd be
where
we are now?
interchange
my
produce prince
and
I
Though
he
slightly
befuddled about
just why
I'd approached
him in what
he thought
such a random way
I remembered
He forgot
We'd been
dinner partners
decades -
a life time
before
I was
21
at most
I thought
he was 44
I remember
we had
dinner
I spent
most of it
worrying
about
how
our
evening
would
end
Though
I wasn't
inexperienced
I worried
about
what I'd
do with a
mature man
Silly fool
all
that I recall
after
that
was making
some excuse
to get home
to my apartment
alone
No wonder
he forgot
In
retrospect
I regret
and
don't
Who
would've
thought
we'd be
where
we are now?
11.09.2005
One In A Million

jo©
I love ma bebe
and
he loves me
We found
each other
again
after a false start
about 25 years ago
He always calls
the
rebirth of
our relationship
a magnificent coincidence
We stumbled across one another
in the produce section
of our local grocery store
I wondered what
he'd been doing for
the last two decades or so
Gave him my web address
and
our aborted relationship
was reborn
He has been my rock
giving to me
in exceptional ways
Ways that
should be available
to all
but seldom are
We were
both
in the
right
place
at
the right time
I love you
so much
my darling
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