A blog only for my lover

12.30.2005

 
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12.29.2005

 
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12.27.2005

Sweet dreams and stars

Goin'
to sleep
picturing
your
bed

you
in
your
house

me in mine

secret
husbands
and
secret
wives
must
sleep
together
in
their
dreams

12.26.2005

12.25.2005

 
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Love

So deep

so real

interplanetary

Our love

Only
for
us


My jewel

My
ultimate
gift to
you
and
you alone

12.23.2005

 
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In my mind

I
got
lost today
in
the
haze
of your
kisses

Wherever
you
lay
a
hand
on
me
you
charge
my
core

Your
mouth
pressed
to
mine
creates
molten
longing

12.21.2005

 
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Sagittarius Nov 22 - Dec 21

You're not comfortable making a bold move unless you also have an escape route mapped. But be brave -- you and this person have such potential that you can't afford not to take some risks.

12.18.2005

Ma bebe

You
say
if we had met
as many years ago
as
it would have taken
for us to be prodigious
with offspring
you would
have kept me
verdant
with
life
for a number
of
years

Damn
only the greatest
regret of
my life

I never
had a child
with
anyone
I could
build
a universe with


No questions

Because
still
I am
only grateful
that our love
has had the chance
to occur

I want
to squeeze
every
ounce
of joy
from
every minute
we have

I
love you so
much

My
dearest
deepest
darling

12.16.2005

Somethin' naughty

 
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12.15.2005

Present tense

When
you
think

Do
you
know

I see
you

past
present
future

Though
you
believe
our
time is
short

I
see it
long

Because

What's
passed
has
given
me
future

12.12.2005

 
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Simple facts

The sun rises

There are
two
parts
to
our
week

The part
when
you
are away
at work
in another state

I can call you
then
but not
see you

The moon rises

The sun rises

Then
the part
of the week
when you
are here

I see you
on every
one
of
those days
but
I can't
call
you

The moon rises

The sun rises

Our love never sets

12.11.2005

I cry ...in a good way

My
love
you
care
for me
in
every
way

You
care
so
much
it
could
be
scary
but
it's
not

It's
sweet
fullfilling
and so
enriching

I cry
when
I
think
of
how
much
you
love
me

12.10.2005

 
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I want more

I
love
when
you
tease
me
so
tenderly

Push
me
to
open

Taunt
me
to
accept
you

I
take
you
willingly

There
isn't
enough

12.09.2005

Some things a woman notices

Honey
it
just
occurred
to
me
that
even
if
we
don't
kiss
you
could
go
home
reeking
of
my
cooking

12.07.2005

 
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12.06.2005

Light as air

My love

You
want
to marry
me

You
think

Are
you
sure

I
love
you
intensely

I revel
in
your
desire
for
me

I
long
for you
hourly

I
too
wish
our
life
wasn't
measured
in
drams
and
drops

Droplets
that
sparkle
like jewels
nonetheless

Our
only
measure
of
reality
is the
increments
of
time
we've carved
inside
your
other life

Perhaps
we
should
stay
as we are

floating
in
our
bubble

12.04.2005


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My secret husband

Takes
sweet
care
of
his
secret
wife

12.03.2005

 
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Ma bebe

Makes me
come
like
I
have
an
on
and
off
switch

Only
he
has
the
code

12.02.2005

 
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For the want of a nail...

You
lament
what
might
be
lost
because
of
time
that
has
already
gone
by

I'm
thankful
for
a
love
I
thought
would
never
be

12.01.2005

The windows of the soul

When
we make love
all
I see
is the green
in
your
hazel
eyes

flecks
of intensity
driving
me on

11.30.2005

 
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What I can't do

I
want
to
give
you
a leather
valet
for the
top
of your
bureau

I want to give you
a locket
key
chain
with
a photo
of
me
in
it

A
monogrammed
money clip
sterling
silver

And
cologne

Acqua di Gio

But

I
can't
because

I'm
not
your
wife

11.29.2005

How ironic

We need
a
pied
a
terre

Tho
we
have
the whole world
already

It's
just
slightly
out
of
reach

11.28.2005

Highly flammable

I had to
do something
with
that energy
we were going to
harness
the universe with
today

There's more
seismic
activity
where that came
from

Our
thoughts
combined
could
knock
out
the
oil
industry

Never mind
energy farms in
the
desert

11.27.2005

 
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Birthday love

My
bebe
just came
and
gave me
something
only
he
can

It's
a present
for
our minds
to hold
when
we're
apart

touches
so
gentle

whispers
in place of
screams

holding
my breath
instead
of moaning

These
are
gems

I
pluck
from
my thoughts
when
I'm
missing
you

11.25.2005

 
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11.24.2005

 
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11.23.2005

Foresight can suck

My love
is
a complete
love

He
understands
me
implicitly

He
values me
as
I
value
myself

He
understands
the
measure
of
a
commodity

11.21.2005

11.19.2005

Hand

 
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11.17.2005

Body and soul

Bebe
every
kiss
you
gave
me
lit a fire
down below

Even now
as I
think back
every
touch and kiss
remembered
shocks
my
chakras

The
way you
came
so
openly
into
my
mouth

The gentleness
of
your
touch

Your
tongue
so
smooth
on
mine

flicking
testing
tasting

new places

When
I
think of you
licking
your fingers
to
wet my
lip
and kiss it
I
suffer from shock

My
want
is to
just draw you
further
and further
into me

Never
letting
you
go

11.16.2005

 
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Head of the Charles

My
love
called
me
on the riverbank
as
the sky
trickled
tiny tears

11.11.2005


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11.10.2005

He Didn't Remember

We began an email
interchange
my
produce prince
and
I

Though
he
slightly
befuddled about
just why
I'd approached
him in what
he thought
such a random way

I remembered

He forgot

We'd been
dinner partners
decades -
a life time
before

I was
21
at most

I thought
he was 44

I remember
we had
dinner

I spent
most of it
worrying
about
how
our
evening
would
end

Though
I wasn't
inexperienced
I worried
about
what I'd
do with a
mature man

Silly fool
all
that I recall
after
that
was making
some excuse
to get home
to my apartment
alone

No wonder
he forgot

In
retrospect
I regret
and
don't

Who
would've
thought
we'd be
where
we are now?

11.09.2005

One In A Million



jo©


I love ma bebe
and
he loves me

We found
each other
again
after a false start
about 25 years ago

He always calls
the
rebirth of
our relationship
a magnificent coincidence

We stumbled across one another
in the produce section
of our local grocery store

I wondered what
he'd been doing for
the last two decades or so

Gave him my web address
and
our aborted relationship
was reborn

He has been my rock
giving to me
in exceptional ways

Ways that
should be available
to all
but seldom are

We were
both
in the
right
place
at
the right time

I love you
so much
my darling

11.08.2005

Only He Knows Where This Belongs



jo©

Not Ready To Be Found Yet

Ma bebe

Il est present toujours
he lives
in my heart
and
my head

He is
my center
my ground

He has
seen me
through trials
most men
would
run
from

That's the
prime
between us
our gaps
equate
our strength

We mesh
together
as
one
hand
folds
into
the
other

By
magnificent
coincidence
we
came to
each other
right
on
time


jo© Believe

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Om mig

Mitt foto
I am an artist and lover of life. I believed completely, from a young age, in the demographers' prediction that one day the population of the world would become the color of coffee with cream.